Chronic pain dating
I don’t know anything else at this point, and the days when I did are long gone.
Sometimes, I wonder if those days ever even existed at all.
I no longer remember what it’s like not to be in pain.When you’re at war with your own body, small things become amplified.Suddenly that person cutting in front of you in line is your worst enemy.The coworker complaining of the hangover they have from the night before is the rudest person you’ve ever met. Trying to hold on to the person I am without my pain is the hardest battle I’ve ever fought.And the girl running outside your apartment window is there just to taunt you. I feel like the person I could’ve been has died, and I must grieve for her day after day.